February 2011
26 posts
WTF
what.the.fuck.just.happened? :/
January 2011
27 posts
Started my birthday off with a bang!
Exactly midnight, my creeper friend who has a crush on me texted me happy birthday…..exactly.midnight! And that was followed by some random creeper checking me out and propositioning me to “meet up” with him and “cuddle a little” LOLOLOLOL I can’t attract normal guys, can I? …I’m getting a sadistic kick out of all this ^.^
Nothing gets better...
than having the man you’re still infatuated with try to cheer you up by telling you a sex joke between him and his girlfriend……… my life should be some shitty sitcom ^.^
Who Cares Anyway?
I think I’m meant to be alone…
hahaha
I have come to the realization that I love Kyra, Meg, and Rachel (since you three are the only ones that follow me)! I post pictures of hot/delectable men and you guys put up things about video games/pokemon/harry potter/batman :) It makes me laugh!
This must be karma....
Bad:
He got drunk off my liquor, without my permission
Proceeded to tell me that “we don’t need you and your problems”
And told everyone that I hate being fat… which I’ve never said
They aren’t getting together and now need to learn not to be together
She’s got all the guys
Good:
A musician cried today over me telling him why I can’t go into...
I'm heading home...
I’m off to school tomorrow morning and could not be happier to leave. After the fight with my dad, I really don’t feel comfortable nor wanted in this house. I made the decision not to come back on breaks until he gets the help he needs, but I don’t think he’s going to do anything to change. I’m going to show back up here for my brother’s graduation and...
I'm not your bitch...
Last night: Tequila + Rachel/Meg = uncontrollable fun! No hangover for the win!!!! <3
“Day, n. A period of twenty-four hours, mostly misspent.”
– Ambrose Bierce
Random, but...
I started a new private blog on my journey to lose enough weight to fit into a size 15, which is my new years resolution. I’d rather still talk about things I’m going through daily on here, but that blog is more about my struggle to accept myself, no matter what I weigh!
Took a note from Kyra...
and decided to change my background/picture! New year, fresh start!
Sadly, Life...
does not stop because I’m upset. Learned today that my school is building a new student center and residence hall, which uplifted my spirits. Should be interesting, considering the plans and drawings of the place are really cool. A professor of mine had his work commended by the New York Times. Also, there’s a YouTube video of me singing on the JumboTron in Times Square.
All these...
Fuck it!
I can’t win, can I? My world is perfect and SOMETHING has to ruin it. Can’t just let me live with being potentially disabled, a commitment-phobe, fat, and too much pain for a sane person to live with? Huh, Universe? How come I’m the one that gets continually fucked over? HAVEN’T I WORKED MY ASS OFF AND GONE THROUGH ENOUGH SHIT TO WIN A GOOD HAND IN LIFE? HOW MUCH SHIT DO I...
Why?
Why do I pass my classes so easily while others struggle? He failed…multiple things and now may not be allowed back at school. He’s got excuses and reasons, but will that be enough to win him a place back at school? I hope so…….I’d miss him too much :’(
Now, Listen Here Chica.
There is nothing wrong with you, Darling. For some people, the married life is the ultimate goal. No one says you are wrong for not wanting it right now. You are still young. You need to sort out your life and who you are before you can even begin to imagine sharing it with someone else. If you still feel you need to be alone, then do. Opening yourself up to someone will come in time, when the...
